Saturday, January 16, 2010

hating the feeling

it'll be another short update.currently im not well.im down with F E V E R, F L U, C O U G H S & N O S E B L O C K E D!hate the feeling that im feeling right now.despite the feeling im going thru, im still drowning myself with coke.it feels HEAVEN.*happy dance*okay now,i really need to get my task analysis done!tooodles ppl.(:and its SUNDAY!and soon it school week again.time flies.


i was wrong for so long
only trying to please myself
i was caught in his lust
When I don't really want no one else

So, now I know I should've treated you better
But me and you were meant to last forever

So let me in give me another chance
To really be your girl
Cause when the roof caved in and the truth came out
I just didn't know what to do
But when I become a star we'll be living so large
I'll do anything for you

So tell me boy

im exhausted.im weak.im no longer who i am.
i want to join my late-dear uncle.(:
but yet i dont wish too cause im terrified.