





nothing great about valentine's day.don't feel its like one.so anyway. 4e5 rockers was selling rose and chocolates on Friday to just commemorate Valentines Day.i think it went smoothly right guys?woohoo.i did help here and there.those pictures up there are presents which i got from Khidhir.sweeet kann?hah.a stalk of rose and a bear.i was like 'awwwwwwwwwwww, khidhir'!while was carrying those arnd the school,many stopped and asked.'is that from HIM'and i go'errrrrrr.....NO'.and i had to walk away.~saaaaaaaaap.i didn't expect anything from him though.hahaha.i will go jumping over the moon if those were from him.cheeeeyyyy.DIYANA mcm pahaaaam!i dont wish to brag about V'day.it has past 15 minutes ago.phewww.*mambo italiano dance*spent half of the day shopping with mummy.at last out of the house!will be going for a swim with dear syaff at 10am in the morning later.and at around 2pm will be heading to woodlands for CNY celebration.sungguh excited!haha.im so excited for this long weekend.i dont know why.i'm still up chatting with Ariffin.he is succha a good entertainer in the morning.he keeps me awake.hah!so this is it.im getting back at my coursework.finally i manage to get my work done on time(ALMOST).its a good achievement,diyana.keep it up!hhe.(:
sent you a 6 long text
was expecting a reply from you
but there was nothing on display
there were messages
it wasn't from you
after hours of waiting
i dont bother to check my phone
or even reply any messages
You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?
You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day
I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day
Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
in this lyrics,it explains everything.
i hope you understand.
its hard i already stop trying.
im just going on with life without you.
i hope i got the strength.
achieve your goals & get you old-self back
concentrate on what you prioritize
forget me & carry on with life, promise me that boy.
but i cant promise you that.
i promise you otherwise.(:
oh boy,im screwed!