omggggg.i miss my own blog.its been a month plus-plus since i update and take a look at this blog.its not im lazy.its just that i didnt have the time to blog!so im taking this June holidays as an opportunity to blogg.2 day camp was over.it was motivational camp.well it started & ended well.except had to face that i dont wish to face.anw, it was a good camp. it benefited me alot.(: was good to be there and attend the camp.
real school & lessons officially starts tomorrow.[yippeee. -.-]super excited not.i wonder how will turn out like.furthermore the weather is unbearable these days. :| how how how?and extra lessons are super extended.it could last like for 3 hours for a subject.food & nutrition, dont talk about it. HAHAHA.i will ENDURE until 9 June and then enjoy the rest of my holidays like normal.except still study and have tuitions.hmmmm.need a proper time management. someone wants to help ? ;D
M, imy ♥. :|
why is it difficult for us to be like usual.like normal people do.like them.is it hard or is it us.oh no wait, is it you or is it me.who is trying to be difficult here now.he is helping us out.poor him.i tell him dont bother.but he still carries on.i still want to know why he is going through all the trouble and making things right between us but here we are acting like nothing had happen and we dont know each other.isnt it selfish?i swear i didnt know is it you or me or us?it hurts seeing you right in front of my eyes but i couldnt do anything but just stare at you at a moment and then look away.its meaningless.we cant even smile.sometime i tried to smile you just stare.what was that suppose to meean?even strangers could smile to each other.gosh.im tired living in this kind of act & life which is full of drama.i am over you.but have you?come clean with it.shit happens..think about it and think about it AGAIN.im tired.and want to end all things right now.something amiss. ):
